Jun 05, 2005 23:19
i have absolutly no right in this entire world to judge anyone or anything. but i still do it:|, i know i've been going on and on and ON AND AON about that book, but the most i got out of it and really focused on was cobain's music, and where it came from, and that phycotic character, and where it all originated. Basically in his case, what killed him was the depression from his childhood truama, and the drugs helped him out. and reaching the end of the book, most people say that when you know your going to kill yourself, and you've already made up your mind that your going to kill yourself, you become happy in the last few days you live, you just completly become happy and complimentary.... and im at the part where kurt is holding his daughter while in detox, and smiling, laughing, and whispering something in her ear while rocking her in his arms... then he looks her straight in the eye and says goodbye...... LKSDJF DSLKFJSDLFKJSDLFKJSD FLSDKJ the thing he doesn't know is that HES GOING TO REPEAT HIS TRAUMATIZED CHILDHOOD ALL OVER AGAIN!! BUT THIS TIME IN HIS DAUGHTER, did he ever think that his daughter was going to grow up knowing her father killed himself at 27, was a junkie, and so was her mom? having no relatives, no family, the same thing that happend to kurt, but worse... poor kid, someone has to help her, even if she doesn't appear that she needs help......
ENOUGH WITH THIS KURT THING, iknow i KEEp going on For HOURS AND HOURS!!!!!! but LKJFFDSLKJFSDLKJFDSLKJ, okay rest of my opinions go int my acutal journal, muahahah where no one I SAY NO ONE CAN COMMENT:D
>>>>> ps: i'll be the guideeeee (8) song playing<-- hahah woo
g'night ya'll