excuse me while i fall apart..
so some things have been on my mind lately. it seems all the things that i dont want to find out, just hit me right in the face and i have to face them whether i like it or not. i feel that my friends are my number priority right now,[aside from my family] but sumtimes i find things out that i just rather would not know. sumtimes i feel i should isolate myself from everyone and just live my life on my own and see if things get better as time goes on. it sounds confusing, i know, but im just tryin to put all these feelings that i have on here cuz i need to get them off my chest. i love my friends to death, but at times i just dont feel comfortable with their actions that they take, but if i bring it upon them i'll just sound like an idiot and they'll prolly think im trying to run their life. ahh i dunno. well just wanted to let thaT ouT..