i admit that it's hard, but i'll be okay
hay, so these last 4 days have been on the softer side. i have been home all day long, just in chill mode thinkin about alot, but i guess jaynie is right, everything happens for a reason. im coping okay, but i have my moments where i feel like its too haRd. today i decided to hang out with the friends for a while, just to catch up with them cuz i hadnt hung out since friday night. so audrey, gabby, n carlos picked me up and we picked up some food and chilled at joes. had some interesting conversations, and for a while i was in my own world just thinking about everything that has happened to me in the last month, but i decided not to fret and just to enjoy the time i was having with my friends. last night i got a call from the best friend, but i missed it. i guess he still careS? he talked to audrey and said when he gets back he wants to fix everything, but i dunno, i dont think it will b that easy for me? on a lighter note, a little bit more then a week till i go on the cruise to cozumel!! im lookin forward to that alot, cuz it will get me away from everything and i can have a good time. the friends were saying something about the club again on friday night, but im not sure if im up for it? we'll see what happens. well i think im gunna go take a dip in the pool, or just give someone a call. LaTeRz, aDaM :D