break me, like you always do.

[rockabilly_12]

sorry haven't updated this in a while.
i just haven't been in the mood.
i'm still not.

karen is home.
al is home.
i fucking love life.

i hated thanksgiving.
it started off at my dad's.
and my grandpa passed away a while ago.
this was the first holiday without him.
it's so weird.
and i hated it.
especially when it was his favorite holiday.
i miss him so much.
so it was depressing the whole time at my dad's.
i wanted to leave.
i saw jake, which made me happy for once.
it's just good to see someone like him.
then i went home and went to my grandma's.
it was ok.
not as much fun as it usually was.
my mom and i were fighting today,
i really hated that.

when i start thinking about something,
i just think of everything else.
it just puts me in a bad mood.
and i hate being in bad moods.
i really do.
i think i overreact really badly,
but i do have my reasons.
it just sucks when i have so much on my mind.

i don't think i am going to the snowball.
i have no date.
why should i go?

braces on dec. 1st.
i will look even uglier.
woot woot.

sorry, for me complaining.
i am thankful for my friends and family tho.
i love you all no matter what.