Jun 27, 2004 23:17
hello lovelies - -
i found these lyrics.
with flaming locks of auburn hair
with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
your smile is like a breath of spring
your voice is soft like summer rain
- - i wish someone thought of me like that. [ sigh ].
well lately i've just been thinking
of a lot of things.
.if i didn't have sarah and karen, i would be nowhere.
it might sound dumb, but they make me incredibly happy.
i just stop thinking about things when i'm with them.
they are the kind of friends that will never leave.
i will be 40 years old and still have them in my life.
karen is leaving for college, but it's not like
i will stop talking to her. i would die if i did that.
sarah and i are taking lots of road trips to go see
karen and tom in college <3.
.bryan makes me smile a lot. it's cool.
.i hate how i still like him.
he wants nothing to do with me i know that.
i hate getting hurt all the time.
but it seems like he is the kind of guy i dream of.
i've tried to tell him, it just doesn't work.
why do i get myself into this?
he made me happy, but not anymore.
i'm lame.
.hanging out with kaitlin has made me happy too.
it's great to have a friend like her.
.i swear that almost everyone i work with at fratelli's
is part of my family.
i feel so close to them.
there's a fratelli's party tomorrow.
i can't wait.
i love them <3.
.seeing people change right in front of me makes me sad.
i had some great friends.
now they have changed.
it sucks.
.my mom is my best friend i swear.
michael is feeling more like my dad than step dad.
.i just want to be happy.
he still rocks, but it will never happen.
i think there is something wrong with me.
i mess everything up it seems like.
this entry is long enough and making me sad.
leave messages if you want i guess.
<3 always,
sammi