that does sound strange. richard iii, eh? i am not an animal..
i understand, but that is not actually you. do you think they are reacting to your appearance? do you harm them? likely not. i have never felt that about you. they are projecting their lack of understanding on your colour, your skin, your hat, what they see, nothing what they know, they know nothing, they cannot feel your heart. they maybe are suffering and not in their hearts.
I do not have an explanation, but it has been happening throughout my life, not only in the uk or Belarus, last weekend I was walking from the park after training, and there were bunch of children with parents, they were jumping loughing singing songs, but when they approached me, they stopped in horror, I had to cross the road to the other side, it made me lough , I am used to it,
i have had similar experiences with death and dying. it seems that those with whom i am associated will experience tragedy or death, i have lost more friends to this.. i baffles me as to what is my role in it. although i feel a lot of empathy for them, i feel i am an innocent bystander and it astounds me when something fatal happens to somebody, but all my life i have found myself close to it, more likely to be there to comfort the grieving, i think i am compassionate. it took me a long time in life to distance myself from all this, and not take it personally, as though somehow i had invited or caused this. i lost my father early, many close friends, and even myself at times, i may not be the man that i am. maybe i am myself impersonating me and wondering who am i..
i never seem to gain anything by it, it just represents loss and more grief for me in my life..
what you say sounds eerie. has this been happening all your life? ?
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i understand, but that is not actually you. do you think they are reacting to your appearance? do you harm them? likely not. i have never felt that about you. they are projecting their lack of understanding on your colour, your skin, your hat, what they see, nothing what they know, they know nothing, they cannot feel your heart. they maybe are suffering and not in their hearts.
where is ophelia?
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i have had similar experiences with death and dying. it seems that those with whom i am associated will experience tragedy or death, i have lost more friends to this.. i baffles me as to what is my role in it. although i feel a lot of empathy for them, i feel i am an innocent bystander and it astounds me when something fatal happens to somebody, but all my life i have found myself close to it, more likely to be there to comfort the grieving, i think i am compassionate. it took me a long time in life to distance myself from all this, and not take it personally, as though somehow i had invited or caused this. i lost my father early, many close friends, and even myself at times, i may not be the man that i am. maybe i am myself impersonating me and wondering who am i..
i never seem to gain anything by it, it just represents loss and more grief for me in my life..
what you say sounds eerie. has this been happening all your life?
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