self pity
I found out today that one of my friends got engaged on Halloween! Don't get me wrong, I am THRILLED for her and Drew is a sweetheart, but I just don't understand how things work. I'm in all these damned relationships that are all long term, I'm a "good girl", I'm committed, and yet here are all these other people who get diamond engagement rings.
Now, I'm by no means saying that I want to get married right now, but it would be nice to know that someone was there waiting for me to marry them. Ya know? Just to know that it was coming with that 'special person'. Maybe I'm just foolish and old-fashioned, but I want that...
THat's my bitching for the day...
Halloween was fun. It was good to get away from the same old people and their BS down at ISU...
Back to doing whatever it is I do...
Now, I'm by no means saying that I want to get married right now, but it would be nice to know that someone was there waiting for me to marry them. Ya know? Just to know that it was coming with that 'special person'. Maybe I'm just foolish and old-fashioned, but I want that...
THat's my bitching for the day...
Halloween was fun. It was good to get away from the same old people and their BS down at ISU...
Back to doing whatever it is I do...