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holy shit...why is it that everytime i get you off my mind you give do something so amazing that your the only thing on my mind?
i like older guys. but not that old. but he acts 18. and admits it. and claims i act 20. dammit.
after we came home we were both pumped...[175-at least; and 6th gear] nobody was home and we chilled here for a little bit b4 he had to go. i told him about steve b/c he was asking...i told him that just the shit steve said was so outta line:
m-"i would walk down the hall.."
s-"and think: what am i doing with this kid?"
m-"weather i should go to class or go to the bathroon and cry b/c of something he just said to me"
...the look he gave me when i said that i dont think im EVER gonna forget; he looked like somebody just shot him or something. then he was like:
"idk why steve stalks you this much...did you like give it up to him or something?"
"no"
"seriously.."
"ser, im a virgin, i swear to god"
"oh thank god, can i have a hug for that one?"
yeah those were the EXACT words...then we hugged. lol.
then he was talking about girls or something an he said i was the shit...but he says that alot so w/e but then he said "if you were my age, then FORGET IT, you'd BE MINE"
...again, exact words...i reeeally wish i was older, lol i got ripped off like mad.
then i was trying to write my paper after he left, couldnt focus, and 4 he left i told him my phone was in his car. when i was writting it after dinner he came online and was like "so you want your phone or what" and i felt bad having him drive over cuz gas costs your first born child. but he was like "ill be over in a little bit" around that time my mom said she was leaving..and wouldnt be home till 1030. so he came over around 915, and i was kinda pissed bc steve was questioning me about the parties i go to, and he said i try to grow up to fast gay shit. and he was like well you should be pumped after talking to this guy, like you are with me. then he realised we were home alone. we watched 1000s race on tv then looked at bikes on the comp.
he offered to pay for the down payment of a bike for my grad present....im like no, your not going to.
so. fucking. ....not even a word to describe how cool this guy is...
i like older guys. but not that old. but he acts 18. and admits it. and claims i act 20. dammit.
after we came home we were both pumped...[175-at least; and 6th gear] nobody was home and we chilled here for a little bit b4 he had to go. i told him about steve b/c he was asking...i told him that just the shit steve said was so outta line:
m-"i would walk down the hall.."
s-"and think: what am i doing with this kid?"
m-"weather i should go to class or go to the bathroon and cry b/c of something he just said to me"
...the look he gave me when i said that i dont think im EVER gonna forget; he looked like somebody just shot him or something. then he was like:
"idk why steve stalks you this much...did you like give it up to him or something?"
"no"
"seriously.."
"ser, im a virgin, i swear to god"
"oh thank god, can i have a hug for that one?"
yeah those were the EXACT words...then we hugged. lol.
then he was talking about girls or something an he said i was the shit...but he says that alot so w/e but then he said "if you were my age, then FORGET IT, you'd BE MINE"
...again, exact words...i reeeally wish i was older, lol i got ripped off like mad.
then i was trying to write my paper after he left, couldnt focus, and 4 he left i told him my phone was in his car. when i was writting it after dinner he came online and was like "so you want your phone or what" and i felt bad having him drive over cuz gas costs your first born child. but he was like "ill be over in a little bit" around that time my mom said she was leaving..and wouldnt be home till 1030. so he came over around 915, and i was kinda pissed bc steve was questioning me about the parties i go to, and he said i try to grow up to fast gay shit. and he was like well you should be pumped after talking to this guy, like you are with me. then he realised we were home alone. we watched 1000s race on tv then looked at bikes on the comp.
he offered to pay for the down payment of a bike for my grad present....im like no, your not going to.
so. fucking. ....not even a word to describe how cool this guy is...