Don't call
What's up?
I guess I'm alright, yesterday was Matt's birthday. I surprised him with a cake, birthday poster, and a little slideshow of his favorite anime character. There were panty shots! ( chuckles ) I think he really appreciated it, but I was kind of expecting a hug or something of the sort. I mean, he gave Sara a kiss on the cheek, what the hell? Stupid boys! He said he's definately going to plan something for my birthday, which is next Saturday by the way. I'll be 19, woohoo! They better find a way to make me feel special...grrr. I finally went on a date with Ty, a guy that I have been talking to online. He's really cute and sweet, but he also has a speech impetement. I felt bad, I had a hard time understanding most of what he was saying. ( slaps forehead ) I think I like him, yet my feelings still shift towards Matt. Matt's acting more tentative to me now and it's really messing with my head. So I don't think I'll be rushing into a relationship anytime soon. This whole thing is pissing me off! Why did I allow myself to fall for him if it was all going straight to hell? I've been listening to some music by Jimmy Eat World recently, and I never thought that their cd was even remotely good. I was shocked, not really. Anyway, here are the lyrics to a song that kind of reminds me of what I've been feeling lately. You get the point. Seya later!
~ Shanna
" Your House " by Jimmy Eat World
When you're on, I swear you're on.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
I think the whole room can hear me clear my throat.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
Then out of nowhere, put me right back there.
Rip my heart out, you rip my heart right out.
And we know what happens when we get to your house.
Rip my heart out, you'll rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
I throw away everything I've written you.
Oh anything just keep my mind off of it, thinking how I had you once.
No, I can't forget that.
Sometimes I wish I could lose you again.
You're winning me over with everything you say.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
When I let you closer, I only want you closer.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
Yeah, if you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
If you love me at all.
I guess I'm alright, yesterday was Matt's birthday. I surprised him with a cake, birthday poster, and a little slideshow of his favorite anime character. There were panty shots! ( chuckles ) I think he really appreciated it, but I was kind of expecting a hug or something of the sort. I mean, he gave Sara a kiss on the cheek, what the hell? Stupid boys! He said he's definately going to plan something for my birthday, which is next Saturday by the way. I'll be 19, woohoo! They better find a way to make me feel special...grrr. I finally went on a date with Ty, a guy that I have been talking to online. He's really cute and sweet, but he also has a speech impetement. I felt bad, I had a hard time understanding most of what he was saying. ( slaps forehead ) I think I like him, yet my feelings still shift towards Matt. Matt's acting more tentative to me now and it's really messing with my head. So I don't think I'll be rushing into a relationship anytime soon. This whole thing is pissing me off! Why did I allow myself to fall for him if it was all going straight to hell? I've been listening to some music by Jimmy Eat World recently, and I never thought that their cd was even remotely good. I was shocked, not really. Anyway, here are the lyrics to a song that kind of reminds me of what I've been feeling lately. You get the point. Seya later!
~ Shanna
" Your House " by Jimmy Eat World
When you're on, I swear you're on.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
I think the whole room can hear me clear my throat.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
Then out of nowhere, put me right back there.
Rip my heart out, you rip my heart right out.
And we know what happens when we get to your house.
Rip my heart out, you'll rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
I throw away everything I've written you.
Oh anything just keep my mind off of it, thinking how I had you once.
No, I can't forget that.
Sometimes I wish I could lose you again.
You're winning me over with everything you say.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
When I let you closer, I only want you closer.
You rip my heart right out. You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
Yeah, if you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
If you love me at all.