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has anyone else but me seen the LUNESSA commercial? I was watching it, before i knew what it was for, and i thought "wow, models are really young these days. you cant be 19 and me a model, you gotta be 13. look at these chicks, there like 14!"
and then at the end they flash a LUNESSA pack of birth control. im like WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!! sure kids are having sex younger, i mean, i was 15, but advertising it like its nothing? trying to reach the younger generation and be realistic...or say HEY ITS NEVER TO EARLY TO LET SOME GUY PUT HIS PENIS INTO YOU. cause you know, you always marry the guy who you first fuck when your 15.
maybe im just bitter cause dave turned out to be such a jerk. you know, i tried to email him the other day - he told me "i have no interest in talking to you, have a nice life"... what happend to the guy i loved once? he was funny and sweet and a decent human being.
i walked around town today trying to fill the void in myself, which is always there and i never understand...i fill it with chris, drinking, pot, drawing, singing, sometimes buying random shit. but in the end its still there.
ive been drinking by myself today, i feel lonely and a little stupid. definately by myself, not really sure what to do with myself. my friends all disappeared, maybe its my own iddue. i caused the problem probably.
ugh.
and then at the end they flash a LUNESSA pack of birth control. im like WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!! sure kids are having sex younger, i mean, i was 15, but advertising it like its nothing? trying to reach the younger generation and be realistic...or say HEY ITS NEVER TO EARLY TO LET SOME GUY PUT HIS PENIS INTO YOU. cause you know, you always marry the guy who you first fuck when your 15.
maybe im just bitter cause dave turned out to be such a jerk. you know, i tried to email him the other day - he told me "i have no interest in talking to you, have a nice life"... what happend to the guy i loved once? he was funny and sweet and a decent human being.
i walked around town today trying to fill the void in myself, which is always there and i never understand...i fill it with chris, drinking, pot, drawing, singing, sometimes buying random shit. but in the end its still there.
ive been drinking by myself today, i feel lonely and a little stupid. definately by myself, not really sure what to do with myself. my friends all disappeared, maybe its my own iddue. i caused the problem probably.
ugh.