Jul 27, 2005 21:13
holy shit, its amazing how you can convince yourself things have changed when they havnt. funny how it all comes rushing back.
i bought a bathing suit. while trying it on, i cried. what if someone walks in? i kept thinking.
it didnt stop, its gotten out of control. my reasons are becoming less and less large.
i hate that my best friend just left me behind one day.
today i am hollow.