arnt i up early??

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so lennon calls me at 7 in the morning. why you ask?> to tell me some crazy story. oh was it crazy.

long and short of it, this should be very interesting. im glad that situation doesnt involve me anymore. im glad i could actually get over this, which makes me believe it never existed in the first place. i hope hes okay.

cause everyones got one, a story to kill me.

i wrote a song at 3 in the morning. its crap. funny how that works.

i have to go to work. day 2 of my 6 day week. lets see how i feel shall we?

my boyfriend will be spending everyday for the next two weeks with his ex that he cheated on his previous girlfriend with. can u understand why im thrilled? shes so ...

i'll say this for the ga-gillionth time: how could he give up perfectly good you for her? putting aside that it all works out in the end. i think this bothers me more then i care to understand, or realize.

oh crap, this journal entry is turning into some personal heart ache. ill spare you the tragety.

you dont have to believe me
or bend the truth
to fit the frame, I
intended for your sympathy

sleep well sane world.

p.s.- new layout?