to annese, where ever she is:
alexisonfire - control
The burden's not a heavy one
But i assure you it is present
Say that you're in control, you say that you are
But I can't think of a time when you look less alive
You say wait until light my dear, wait until light
One more day will go by, maybe today you should try
To look past the mirror and find, look past the mirror
There is something inside, something more to your life
My words won't heal you now, my words won't heal
It is you who decides, it is you who decides
This burden's not a heavy one
But i assure you it is present
Believe that you are just fine, believe that you are
You'll feel so alive, you'll feel so alive
Be what you are now, be what you are
Do not keep it inside, the hate will not subscribe
It's you decide
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Today was full of...*t*. i dont wanna say. Anyways today was a breakdown at school day. you know ive kinda had enough of feeling this way. i really have. I think i will stop. just like smoking? pfft*///.
tho! DAN IS MY ULTIMATE HERO!! he brought his sweater to school today SPECIFICALLY for me to wear all day. PINK FLOYD SWEATER. i had an orgasm in my pants. Its really quite exciting. The wall. hmmm anyways this is my THANK YOU TO DAN FOR BEING THE COOLEST KID EVER. he really is. dan rocks. i love dan.
i wrote an intire essay in one period. and english essay! actually i really smart sounding one, im quite proud of myself. i even emailed it to myself cause i was so proud. its not great or anything, but for a full essay in under an hour its pretty damn good.
p.s. - lennon i tried to txt u to say "have fun shopping u hot kid with a mohawk" but im out of money. and i dont wanna waste urs. so I HOPE U HAD AN AWESOME TIME SHOPPING WITH JULIE!! awwwwwwww....shopping! anyways yeh :o)
--> p.s. - a month ago today i cost u $80!
im done for now. see u later.
The burden's not a heavy one
But i assure you it is present
Say that you're in control, you say that you are
But I can't think of a time when you look less alive
You say wait until light my dear, wait until light
One more day will go by, maybe today you should try
To look past the mirror and find, look past the mirror
There is something inside, something more to your life
My words won't heal you now, my words won't heal
It is you who decides, it is you who decides
This burden's not a heavy one
But i assure you it is present
Believe that you are just fine, believe that you are
You'll feel so alive, you'll feel so alive
Be what you are now, be what you are
Do not keep it inside, the hate will not subscribe
It's you decide
_____________________________________
Today was full of...*t*. i dont wanna say. Anyways today was a breakdown at school day. you know ive kinda had enough of feeling this way. i really have. I think i will stop. just like smoking? pfft*///.
tho! DAN IS MY ULTIMATE HERO!! he brought his sweater to school today SPECIFICALLY for me to wear all day. PINK FLOYD SWEATER. i had an orgasm in my pants. Its really quite exciting. The wall. hmmm anyways this is my THANK YOU TO DAN FOR BEING THE COOLEST KID EVER. he really is. dan rocks. i love dan.
i wrote an intire essay in one period. and english essay! actually i really smart sounding one, im quite proud of myself. i even emailed it to myself cause i was so proud. its not great or anything, but for a full essay in under an hour its pretty damn good.
p.s. - lennon i tried to txt u to say "have fun shopping u hot kid with a mohawk" but im out of money. and i dont wanna waste urs. so I HOPE U HAD AN AWESOME TIME SHOPPING WITH JULIE!! awwwwwwww....shopping! anyways yeh :o)
--> p.s. - a month ago today i cost u $80!
im done for now. see u later.