Jun 14, 2005 18:11
cops
cops
cops
wow i swear if i see another one it'll be too soon. things are finally looking up i might not be as happy as i wanted but, it's pretty damn close that its scaring me. we're both better off anyways. i thought i was happy with you, i might of been. i was head over heels for you and i started caring about things when we were together. which is weird but, im tired of not being myself i dont think i can do it anymore. it bothers the shit out of me. i hate trying or caring. i cant be anything but me. and if you cant accept that than fuck it leave me alone. because i really don't give a shit anymore about all of this bullshit. so grow up..please. you point fingers at me, like..it's just my fault. i'm the only one to blaim. im okay with that ill let you keep your dignity and you can put it all on me. i'm just going to give it all away, it isnt the end of the world. so im over it except this time it doesnt bother me at all. and dont ever come up to me bullshitting around saying i lied when it isnt any of your business what i do anymore. i can do whatever i want now, so back off. i'm really tired of you making me feel lame, i finally opened up my eyes and saw that this was a waste .. now you know what it feels like, im glad.
this summer is about to have a three-sixty. i'm going to turn everything around and im going to make it a summer i wont forget. i want to have fun and not care or worry about anything. i can't wait..