a rant
it's gotten to the point where I'm scheduelling time with friends the same way I do my cliants I'm going to school form 9-4 every day then working from 5-9:30 doing hair on the weekends before or after work I have no social life...but am I hideing in my work? telling myself that I'm not lonely I'm just busy,I'm doing great because I'm on my way to being a big shot stylist work more be more professional work work work...I feel so burnt out I want to have a social life but when I get out of work I'm just exhausted...and dateing...right I havn't had a date in at least a month I love it when friends come see me in the store but I feel so left out because the are off to do whatever and I'm stuck behind the counter dreading the call from the crazy chinease lady "how much you sell, you aproach the custumer,why so slow" I'll tell you why so slow...cause no one has the money to buy your over priced nick nacks *sigh* I just feel like crying for no particular reason just overstressed :( please sombody call me force me to go out and do something I need social interaction