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so we're grown up....when did that happen? the jobs, the responsibilities, it sucks....i was reading through my old journals. i dont know why i did the things i did. some things havent changed...like the way i feel about my best friends. i still consider phillip a good friend but hes no longer the friend i had last year. we've grown apart so much. its hard to get back to that because he would have to be willing to get back to that. he doesnt need me anymore so thats gone. frank is still my absolute best friend ever. we talked at sarah's like two weekends ago. it seems like forever ago that we would sit around and just have in depth conversations like the one we had. school has changed me but hopefully my head is back on straight and i wont stray off the path again and this time because i dont want to....not because other people say i shouldnt.