i was looking through old pictures today and i found the pictures from the day before i left for college. they were of me frank and phillip. i miss those days so much. i miss being able to talk to phillip about everything and count on him being there. so much as changed since last year. i would give back my entire college experience, even though it was amazing and i met amazing people, to go back to last summer again. the drama was gone. everyone was talking and not feuding....and i would have my 3 best friends back. i doubt that any of them will read this (3rd is kristen) but i really hope that someday they can look back on that summer and would say the same things about us. i love those boys with all my heart even though i shouldnt (with phillip) well thats enough of my reminiscing