i hate valentine's day
so valentines day makes me want to vomit. i hate every second of it. i already cried. two hours into today and i was like crying. then i slept through philosophy because i dont think that i have to sleep at night because i figured being awake at night was better than trying to be awake for the hell of today so i stayed up all night and layed down at 7 am and then fell asleep until 9...wooops. i have a test at 10 so luckily i woke up for that. then i'll come back and sleep the rest of the day away. that will make me a very happy camper. ben might come over later. i really hope he didnt do anything for me for valentine's day because i'm pretty much boycotting the whole day so i would feel bad if he did. not to mention, i dont know if i like him anymore. we're getting boring already and its been a week and a half. i think it is borderline impossible for me to find someone that i can honestly be interested in for over a few days because i have the attention span of a two year old. oh well i guess we will see how things pan out today.