so this weekend has been the most amazing thing ever. friday night stephanie(steve's girlfriend from home) steve, ben, and i went to lima mall. I got my ears peirced. ben got shoes. steve got more earrings. then we went to jessica's house to surprise her. she was sleeping as always and she locked the door so we had to bang on the window and we about scared the shit out of her. we then proceeded to leave to go back to school pick up steve's laundry, i changed, and then we went back to jessica's we watched the majority of wedding crashers, straightened ben's hair, and then ben straightened half of my hair. then ben and i jumped on jessica's soaking wet trampoline. then we decided to go wreak havoc on walmart at 2 in the morning. so we went and had a little fun i was around shopping and then they got yelled at by the security guard for pushing all the buttons on the toys. then we picked up a few more things and we were off to jessica's again. We then watching mean girls and ate dibs and then we went to bed. ben and i slept in jessica's bed. it was the most amazingly fun not-sleeping just talking time of my life. we got in bed around 5 and stayed up til like 8 or 9. and somewhere in there we slept for like an hour and then got back up. I think I for sure have a total crush on ben. last night was just as amazing. steve stephanie and ben came over. we watched the notebook. ben and i cuddled and then he spent the night. he just left for church. i definitely had an amazing time last night. we watched the oc for a little while even though ben opposed. then it somehow got accidentally shut off so then i just gave up and didnt watch it anymore.