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well since nobody really pays attention to this thing i guess i'll just use it to get some things out i have finally officially given up on all but like 4 of my friends because i can only really trust 4 people in this world and i love them for it. i would trust them with my life and i can go to them with any of my problems be them big or small....there is someone that i used to think was added to that list but now i dont think that person is because of the way that person has been treating me lately. i'm sick of being the girl that everyone is mad at. oh well i'll be gone soon enough and maybe i'll finally have given up hope that things will turn out the way i wished they could have about a month ago.