WORRIED
i just need to let this out.. so i'm doing it here.. like i alwayz do when i have no one that i can talk to about my problem..
i know what i'm doing it is wrong.. but y does the things that are so good, are the onces that are so bad.. weather its junk food or smoking or drinking or even getting high.. its makes you feel good but then again its bad for you... samething thats goin on with me rite now... it makes me feel so good... but then again we both know that what were doing is wrong.. but then again we keep on doing it... ppl will get hurt in the end... i know what i should do... but then y arent i doing ne thing about it.. y arent I STOPPING it... coz it feels so good to have someone to hug you or kiss you or even care about you... and you just dont want to let that go.. but i know what i have to do.. its not like i havent tried... we just end up crying on the phone... y must i keep choice the wrong guyz... for once i just want things my way.. and not give in my emotion or trying putting myself in other ppl's shoe... for once i dont want my emotion to rule over my life... and for my brain to just stop thinking... but then again i'm being a bad person... i dont know.. my head hurts... i'm goin to bed..
i know what i'm doing it is wrong.. but y does the things that are so good, are the onces that are so bad.. weather its junk food or smoking or drinking or even getting high.. its makes you feel good but then again its bad for you... samething thats goin on with me rite now... it makes me feel so good... but then again we both know that what were doing is wrong.. but then again we keep on doing it... ppl will get hurt in the end... i know what i should do... but then y arent i doing ne thing about it.. y arent I STOPPING it... coz it feels so good to have someone to hug you or kiss you or even care about you... and you just dont want to let that go.. but i know what i have to do.. its not like i havent tried... we just end up crying on the phone... y must i keep choice the wrong guyz... for once i just want things my way.. and not give in my emotion or trying putting myself in other ppl's shoe... for once i dont want my emotion to rule over my life... and for my brain to just stop thinking... but then again i'm being a bad person... i dont know.. my head hurts... i'm goin to bed..