Ross:"you don't need another one do you?" Daryl:"nope"...
its laaaate, and i'm not really tired...
plus i was told, i never update... so fuck off,cause here is my damn journal entry... hehe...
my dad went to the Angel game last night, i cried when they won... not because the Angels won,but because my dad really wanted them to win and i knew he was happy... my dad really doesn't have alot of time 'left'... and it was good to know he was happy for once and not bothered by needles, test results and doctor appointments... which is why for Christmas i got him Social D. tickets... cause i know he'd have so much fun,being out with my mom, and enjoying one of he's favorite bands and not having to worry about so much drama... i love my dad... and to anyone who cares please keep my dad in yer prayers, thank you...
later on, tonite, i'm gunna go to the troubie with Dom. and check out Dead Poetic... should be a good lil show...
Saturday night was interesting... i hung out with John, Dom.. Becky and Tanya... we didn't do much we hung out at La Tazza (its a local coffee shop)... at around 9 we headed down to Amber's house (she's the drummer for John and Dom's band,they don't have a band name yet)... she was having a big halloween costume party... it was good times... afterwards,at around midnight, we went to Tanya and Becky's house and played pool for a lil while... overall it was a basic night but lots of fun... it was good times,i like being around those guys...
also, i failed to mention... on saturday i got the 'phone call'... and i can't act surprised about it... i mean, in all honesty, i knew it was bound to come... she called... i said "Hello"... she said her piece... and then i took a deep breath and hung up... it all took a mere 8 seconds... but just the way it went... no one wants to end a relationship over the phone... fuck!, having a broken heart hurts...
*raises hand*
anyone,know how to mend this... no band-aid can heal,nor mend the pain,i feel...
"Those nights we had and the trust we lost
The sleep that fled me and the heart I lost
It all reminds me just how callous
and heartless the true cowards are
And I write this for the loveless
And for the risks we take
I'll take my love to the grave
As tired and worn it is
I'll take my love to the grave
Bitter and Then Some!
-converge.
"...Demons in, demons out. Cry for dawn. Gratis. Bored. I'm the matador of the children's ward. All wasted away. Beggars wed choosers. Red sheets. Bed sheets. Boozers. I'm the head fan. Blessed be my bed pan. All wasted away. I'm digging a hole. This is what it's like to be alone! THIS IS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ALONE!!!"
-glassJAw.
"Death was a simple glance across a dim lit room
And those eyes did it
Those three words did it
Those three words killed him
And I surrender to you
Forgive me for the sadness
And the bringing of you down
I just needed a lover and I needed a friend
And there you were
Running from forever like all the rest
Three simple words bled me dry
Three simple word bled us dry
I love you"
-converge.
plus i was told, i never update... so fuck off,cause here is my damn journal entry... hehe...
my dad went to the Angel game last night, i cried when they won... not because the Angels won,but because my dad really wanted them to win and i knew he was happy... my dad really doesn't have alot of time 'left'... and it was good to know he was happy for once and not bothered by needles, test results and doctor appointments... which is why for Christmas i got him Social D. tickets... cause i know he'd have so much fun,being out with my mom, and enjoying one of he's favorite bands and not having to worry about so much drama... i love my dad... and to anyone who cares please keep my dad in yer prayers, thank you...
later on, tonite, i'm gunna go to the troubie with Dom. and check out Dead Poetic... should be a good lil show...
Saturday night was interesting... i hung out with John, Dom.. Becky and Tanya... we didn't do much we hung out at La Tazza (its a local coffee shop)... at around 9 we headed down to Amber's house (she's the drummer for John and Dom's band,they don't have a band name yet)... she was having a big halloween costume party... it was good times... afterwards,at around midnight, we went to Tanya and Becky's house and played pool for a lil while... overall it was a basic night but lots of fun... it was good times,i like being around those guys...
also, i failed to mention... on saturday i got the 'phone call'... and i can't act surprised about it... i mean, in all honesty, i knew it was bound to come... she called... i said "Hello"... she said her piece... and then i took a deep breath and hung up... it all took a mere 8 seconds... but just the way it went... no one wants to end a relationship over the phone... fuck!, having a broken heart hurts...
*raises hand*
anyone,know how to mend this... no band-aid can heal,nor mend the pain,i feel...
"Those nights we had and the trust we lost
The sleep that fled me and the heart I lost
It all reminds me just how callous
and heartless the true cowards are
And I write this for the loveless
And for the risks we take
I'll take my love to the grave
As tired and worn it is
I'll take my love to the grave
Bitter and Then Some!
-converge.
"...Demons in, demons out. Cry for dawn. Gratis. Bored. I'm the matador of the children's ward. All wasted away. Beggars wed choosers. Red sheets. Bed sheets. Boozers. I'm the head fan. Blessed be my bed pan. All wasted away. I'm digging a hole. This is what it's like to be alone! THIS IS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ALONE!!!"
-glassJAw.
"Death was a simple glance across a dim lit room
And those eyes did it
Those three words did it
Those three words killed him
And I surrender to you
Forgive me for the sadness
And the bringing of you down
I just needed a lover and I needed a friend
And there you were
Running from forever like all the rest
Three simple words bled me dry
Three simple word bled us dry
I love you"
-converge.