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If you don't want to listen to me rant, for the love of god do not click on the link.
Well guys, I'm off again.
I'm going to my familys cottage up north for some relaxation time. I won't be back for a week, but i'm sure you guys will be just great without me.
Here's a little bit of advice/wisdom/whatever for you guys before i go though,
The ones you would trust your lives with, are the ones who would leave you to die
Why, you ask, would i put that? Well, i put that becuase people suck. The closest person in the WORLD to me, the person i've known for 16 years without getting into a single fight with, decided to throw our friendship away for a guy that she's met once. This is the girl who i would hang out with every morning before school, go snowboarding with every weekend in the winter, walk into town everyday before we had cars, hang out with every weekend during the school week, do everything with. she was like a sister, she was part of this family. i would've drank poison for this girl she was that close to me. now its gone. and it fucking sucks.
I think this vacation will be good for the most part, except for the fact I can't stop thinking about her.
Now, becuase i'm bored and sad, i'm gonna put a bunch of lyrics/poems in here that'll make me feel even worse.
"you know, the million things you had to say
sorry just, just might have found it's way in there
somehow, someway"
-taking back sunday
"Discard this message
Throw this bottle back in the ocean
Rip this page from the history books
Smash all the street signs
Erase all the maps
Forget my name
Forget my face
Because it's going to rain
And it never ends"
-thursday
"It's not that i don't trust you,
I just know what you've been up to,
and this dial tone is agreeing with everything I've had in mind,
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag."
-taking back sunday
Forget all the letters that I kept,
this is another I won't send.
-forgot what this one was...
"Hate me now so I can move on
Make it easier to see that you're gone
All the things they're gone too
Turn and changed into memories
Like puddles in the rain
Like puddles we wash away"
-taking back sunday
"I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle
A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life
But love can break your heart
I'll send an SOS to the world"
-taking back sunday
"Tuesday wakes up silent
And there aren't enough pills to sleep
And then it cuts out like miswired shortwave radio
It's over
But nothing can change to ever make it right
When you live in a nightmare
It's written all over your face.
And in a short time
You're never the same again
The distance is streamlined
Between decision and defense:
Distorient the senses
Loss of identity
No one to trust
Life runs through this trade
I am no killer
But I still hide my face
In the coming days
I wake up every morning
From the same dream
And then I kill it
But you can't change the letters when the ink dries"
-thursday
"I'm falling down
And you're not here to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down
And you're not here to catch my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down"
-thursday
"As we go on we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change come whatever We will still be Friends forever"
-vitamin c
That last one made me sadder :'(
"Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard"
-yellowcard
bah. i just wanna leave for vacation now damnit.
Thanks for listening to me rant. Promote a lot so that when I get back I'll have something to do to keep my mind of things.
Well guys, I'm off again.
I'm going to my familys cottage up north for some relaxation time. I won't be back for a week, but i'm sure you guys will be just great without me.
Here's a little bit of advice/wisdom/whatever for you guys before i go though,
The ones you would trust your lives with, are the ones who would leave you to die
Why, you ask, would i put that? Well, i put that becuase people suck. The closest person in the WORLD to me, the person i've known for 16 years without getting into a single fight with, decided to throw our friendship away for a guy that she's met once. This is the girl who i would hang out with every morning before school, go snowboarding with every weekend in the winter, walk into town everyday before we had cars, hang out with every weekend during the school week, do everything with. she was like a sister, she was part of this family. i would've drank poison for this girl she was that close to me. now its gone. and it fucking sucks.
I think this vacation will be good for the most part, except for the fact I can't stop thinking about her.
Now, becuase i'm bored and sad, i'm gonna put a bunch of lyrics/poems in here that'll make me feel even worse.
"you know, the million things you had to say
sorry just, just might have found it's way in there
somehow, someway"
-taking back sunday
"Discard this message
Throw this bottle back in the ocean
Rip this page from the history books
Smash all the street signs
Erase all the maps
Forget my name
Forget my face
Because it's going to rain
And it never ends"
-thursday
"It's not that i don't trust you,
I just know what you've been up to,
and this dial tone is agreeing with everything I've had in mind,
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag."
-taking back sunday
Forget all the letters that I kept,
this is another I won't send.
-forgot what this one was...
"Hate me now so I can move on
Make it easier to see that you're gone
All the things they're gone too
Turn and changed into memories
Like puddles in the rain
Like puddles we wash away"
-taking back sunday
"I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle
A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life
But love can break your heart
I'll send an SOS to the world"
-taking back sunday
"Tuesday wakes up silent
And there aren't enough pills to sleep
And then it cuts out like miswired shortwave radio
It's over
But nothing can change to ever make it right
When you live in a nightmare
It's written all over your face.
And in a short time
You're never the same again
The distance is streamlined
Between decision and defense:
Distorient the senses
Loss of identity
No one to trust
Life runs through this trade
I am no killer
But I still hide my face
In the coming days
I wake up every morning
From the same dream
And then I kill it
But you can't change the letters when the ink dries"
-thursday
"I'm falling down
And you're not here to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down
And you're not here to catch my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down"
-thursday
"As we go on we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change come whatever We will still be Friends forever"
-vitamin c
That last one made me sadder :'(
"Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard"
-yellowcard
bah. i just wanna leave for vacation now damnit.
Thanks for listening to me rant. Promote a lot so that when I get back I'll have something to do to keep my mind of things.