Morning mayhem
"You poor sweet innocent thing, dry your eyes and testify"- Amy Lee
So here's the deal. My girlfriend Emma is away in Adelaide at the moment and will be until next Saturday (Yes, grand final day!). With her being gone it has been hard, but it's given me a lot of time and space to think things through in my head. We had problems a few weeks before she flew out that left me feeling confused, unwanted and insecure about myself and our relationship and where it was going.. But now when we speak on the phone she assures me that she has changed and she wants things to go back to how they were before. She says she loves me for who i am, yet she just can't seem to accpet the new confident, outgoing me... I don't love her any less than i did years ago so i don't know what the damn problem is. I do love you Emma. Please hurry up and come home so i can hold you and we can sort everything out.
Hmm lovely morning emo rambling there lol! On another note i'm off ute shopping with Damien tonight so wish me luck! I'd love it if i found the perfect ute tonight. Then i could focus on moving my ass out of home! :D I can't wait to move out.
Butterflies.
So here's the deal. My girlfriend Emma is away in Adelaide at the moment and will be until next Saturday (Yes, grand final day!). With her being gone it has been hard, but it's given me a lot of time and space to think things through in my head. We had problems a few weeks before she flew out that left me feeling confused, unwanted and insecure about myself and our relationship and where it was going.. But now when we speak on the phone she assures me that she has changed and she wants things to go back to how they were before. She says she loves me for who i am, yet she just can't seem to accpet the new confident, outgoing me... I don't love her any less than i did years ago so i don't know what the damn problem is. I do love you Emma. Please hurry up and come home so i can hold you and we can sort everything out.
Hmm lovely morning emo rambling there lol! On another note i'm off ute shopping with Damien tonight so wish me luck! I'd love it if i found the perfect ute tonight. Then i could focus on moving my ass out of home! :D I can't wait to move out.
Butterflies.