Jan 04, 2006 09:32
Cheap people suck.... Yesterday was fun till a certain point lol! shawn climbing on that building was hilarious i was yellin jump jump. AHHHHH dreaming sucks especially when you dream what your feeling inside at the moment. in my dream i was around david and his g/f we were all like inside one big classroom and he saw my sad face i left outside to talk to a friend. he came outside and said i read your letter and we will talk when i come back and kiss me i melted lol! i wish that dream could come true. In my heart am being negative i kno the relationship between him and i will never work but i still want to try it and fail on my own
I tend to think i love him because i've never felt this way over anyone else. Myb i need to meet someone else its so difficult now because hes my mindset