Dec 21, 2005 23:19
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The Da Vinci Code
By Dan Brown
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wow everything is goin absolutely crazy! its 11:15 wednesday night and i just had a break down! i thought the end of exams was suppose to be wonderful and relaxin........well not for this girl! im not even out of my dorm this mornin and my dad calls to tell me my mom is fixin to leave to go to clarksdale b/c my grammy had a minor heart attack last night. so ive had to cancel all my lessons for the next few weeks b/c im goin up there friday and i dont know when ill be back home. i really dont know anythin about the situation except that it happened and she's in the hospital. that on top of a 3 hour rehersal tonight, having to unpack and repack in the same day, and lockin myself out of my house at 10:30 at night really just made my day cant you tell. what a way to start christmas. im goin so crazy b/c i cant control whats happenin in my life right now and i havent had a chance in weeks to just sit down and do whatever the hell I want to. not what i HAVE to do but what I WANT to do. and yet again this break is not goin to bring me that relaxation. i dont think im gonna be able to see my dads family for christmas or any of my friends here at home b/c im gonna be in clarksdale most of the time. so if i dont write again for a while, merry christmas everybody.....dont party too hard on new years lol and hopefully ill cya soon. ill have my cell if anybody feels the need just to randomly call me. it gets kinda lonely up in the cotton fields.
luv ya bunches
Robyn