i want to be your holy grail

[robyness]

im so tired of this one night stand-esque crap.
"you can fuck me when you love me, but please sleep beside me" i say, i beg
but im tired of these boys that cant be men
who have no obligation but to sleep and run
or run before sleeping
these detached boys who are just here for the night, a secret kept, blurred and erased the next morning

i miss love
i miss loving
i'm more than a warm body
and i'm trying to hold on to every boy like a life raft
and after they sleep they run...