its a 2 post day!
just go with the flow, doll!
back in the flat rock for tonite!
aye aye aye! its just like i left it.
like those little bastards left it....
i feel bad for my mom. she locks the doors all the time now.
top lock and bottom lock.
living in constant fear.
which only reminds me of how horribly i have failed as a son.
times like these are for reflection. for taking trips down memory lane.
this very computer, in fact.
so many fond memories.
staying up til all hours of the morning just chattin it up with people. watchin adult swim.
editing some totally sweet videos for school the next morning.
playing yahoo games with people from godknowswhere.
hell, even posting in this journal had its moments.
the list goes on.
the thing is.
being back home. a home i resented for the better part of 6 years. hah, the so called "best years of my life".
is it wierd that ive missed it?
i mean, this summer was a blast, really a summer for the ages. and it was my last one. i really have to buckle down now, its a cruel world out there. and in the end, all i have is memories.
if you feel down, just remember the good times. its the good times that make life worth living, cos beyond that, it IS a cruel world. nothing is as it seems. and when it rains, you can bet that it pours.
all you have to do is sit back and remember, cos the mind is a powerful thing. leave room for change, sure, but dont forget who you were, who you are, and who you want to be.
and i'll leave you with this thought:
maybe everything is for the best, maybe its not. but everything you do is all up to you. don't be a slave or a fool. in thine own heart be true.
wait, what?
made you smile!
goodnight.
back in the flat rock for tonite!
aye aye aye! its just like i left it.
like those little bastards left it....
i feel bad for my mom. she locks the doors all the time now.
top lock and bottom lock.
living in constant fear.
which only reminds me of how horribly i have failed as a son.
times like these are for reflection. for taking trips down memory lane.
this very computer, in fact.
so many fond memories.
staying up til all hours of the morning just chattin it up with people. watchin adult swim.
editing some totally sweet videos for school the next morning.
playing yahoo games with people from godknowswhere.
hell, even posting in this journal had its moments.
the list goes on.
the thing is.
being back home. a home i resented for the better part of 6 years. hah, the so called "best years of my life".
is it wierd that ive missed it?
i mean, this summer was a blast, really a summer for the ages. and it was my last one. i really have to buckle down now, its a cruel world out there. and in the end, all i have is memories.
if you feel down, just remember the good times. its the good times that make life worth living, cos beyond that, it IS a cruel world. nothing is as it seems. and when it rains, you can bet that it pours.
all you have to do is sit back and remember, cos the mind is a powerful thing. leave room for change, sure, but dont forget who you were, who you are, and who you want to be.
and i'll leave you with this thought:
maybe everything is for the best, maybe its not. but everything you do is all up to you. don't be a slave or a fool. in thine own heart be true.
wait, what?
made you smile!
goodnight.