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mister meter man gave me a ticket. goddammit.
yesterday, while operating the cash reegister, i addmitted to a customer that im incompetant, and my boss heard me, so she yelled and sent me to go "straighten out the books and media"
as i was doing this, i saw books as well as media(fancy that), that reminded me of people, and i said to myself "this would make a perfect christmass present!" i love giving people things. its just in my nture. but then i started thinking about it.
christmass this year will be spent in the front seat of my car. kinda sad i know. this will be my first christmass away from everyone. i wont see my family, i wont give my nephew the "anatomy of a racecar" book (whom i havent seen since the incident. he loves racecars, and i hear he can read now). my niece wont be getting her "disney princess" dress. all my friends and family wont be getting anything. no nirvana box set, no cocktail making kits, not even the phantom of the opera soundtrack.
i can already see it happening, im gonna turn into that lost uncle that is never seen at holliday functions. the one that everyone knows "oh yeah, hes still in grand rapids. and he's doing well." though nobody has talked to him in years.
and the holliday season shows a substantial increase in suicides. now dont get me wrong, im not gonna kill myself or anything (why does everyone think that? im not even DEPRESSED!) but its things like not having anyone when everyone around them does is just a little discouraging. they say that the only person anyone really has is themselves. and it seems to be getting more true as time goes on. but to everyone going home and being with thier loved ones,
Merry Christmass!
yesterday, while operating the cash reegister, i addmitted to a customer that im incompetant, and my boss heard me, so she yelled and sent me to go "straighten out the books and media"
as i was doing this, i saw books as well as media(fancy that), that reminded me of people, and i said to myself "this would make a perfect christmass present!" i love giving people things. its just in my nture. but then i started thinking about it.
christmass this year will be spent in the front seat of my car. kinda sad i know. this will be my first christmass away from everyone. i wont see my family, i wont give my nephew the "anatomy of a racecar" book (whom i havent seen since the incident. he loves racecars, and i hear he can read now). my niece wont be getting her "disney princess" dress. all my friends and family wont be getting anything. no nirvana box set, no cocktail making kits, not even the phantom of the opera soundtrack.
i can already see it happening, im gonna turn into that lost uncle that is never seen at holliday functions. the one that everyone knows "oh yeah, hes still in grand rapids. and he's doing well." though nobody has talked to him in years.
and the holliday season shows a substantial increase in suicides. now dont get me wrong, im not gonna kill myself or anything (why does everyone think that? im not even DEPRESSED!) but its things like not having anyone when everyone around them does is just a little discouraging. they say that the only person anyone really has is themselves. and it seems to be getting more true as time goes on. but to everyone going home and being with thier loved ones,
Merry Christmass!