Mar 27, 2005 00:56
Well, it's about time for my daily breakdown. No, I'm not actually crying, lol. I'm just so emo at heart that I just get that shit feeling at least once a day. Yes, it's about girls. Call me pathetic, whatever you want. It's not like I don't deal with the problems that I'm faced with. When I can, that is. As of late I haven't had much chance to rectify the situations that have arisen over the past week or so. Which is actually why I've been feeling like crap lately. I wish there was an easy way to just get myself out of this crap. I guess there is, but not without A) being an asshole, and B) hurting at least one person I care about. I guess that's the way life is though. Whatever though. I actually have grown up a lot, and I'm not as bitchy as I used to be about everything. Sure, I let things get to me, and I complain about them nonstop, but I know how to deal with them. And I DO deal with them. So don't get all on my case about me being some gay emo fag or shit like that (even though I know you will Steven, lol), because I'm really not. I'm just someone who complains about everything, whether people like it or not.
You should all just be happy that I didn't write down my situation for the reason I'm feeling like this, because that would certainly take a toll on your mental health. It's some confusing shit. And it really sucks too, lol.