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i've been doing alot of thinking lately. things are pretty fantastic, for the most part. there are minimal changes i would make to my life, assuming that was possible. i've gained 2 new beliefs however:
1.Darwinism
2.Chaos Theory
they both seem to make alot of sense to me, not to say i'm giving up on religion, i still believe in an eternal resting place i'm just more partial to factual evidence. obviously when i die i'll see what's crackin, but as of my life right now, i choose Darwin. as for the chaos theory, i saw the butterfly effect with dugal, zook, and swanson and by far it was an incredible eye opener. i spent the good part of my day at work thinking about that kind of stuff. changing the past obviously changes the future. if i was one second faster i might have met my absolute best life. but i didn't, i ended up exactly where i am which is cool with me. i'm not trying to impress anyone (so much). if someone notices me, i've done my job. and if nobody cares to look, hey, there opinion.
my moods been up and down lately. kinda creepy if ya ask me. i think it's partial to the music i am listening to. i don't know i'm starting to sound like a fucking woman.
life's starting to make sense to me. it's a movie, kinda like those ones you'll see on the internet. it's on a loop so it'll play the same thing over and over again. what i figured is that we live and die everyday. dawn obviously the figurative birth....? perhaps night is....? series of scenes, picture without sounds. somebody changes the reel, life is good, film strip gets caught and life goes bad. burns the theater down, ya die. i'm a bit wrong i hope.
round 3:
snowcoming is around the cornor. not sure what's gonna happen there, mine and zook's date are coming at 5 o'clock. boooyah!
i'm out...werd
ob
p.s. i need to get a piece... or jerk it = /