Jan 02, 2004 00:21
\Nothing too much new. Life is life. Not much changes and when it does it's either extremely drastic or completely mundane. There’s no in between for me. New year was bad asssssss. I remembered this one so that's a plus.
I had a bunch of stuff bouncing around in my head that I wanted to tell to Taylor last night but I didn't cuz I thought she still had a boyfriend... then like an hour later i found out she didn't.
Now I’m going to be working on a plan. If I got something to say, I think I’m going to just come out and say it. Why wait when I can do it now?
Anyway, if anybody knows any sophomores let me know, I want somebody to drop a good word about me to Taylor. That be some bad ass shit, I hardly ever see her any more (she was definitely a plus to being Jeffire's aide).
School starts again soon and I’m not sure how I feel with that. I’m looking forward to seeing my kids again, I love seeing them, and they always brighten my day. Other than that school sucks. Spring break is coming up soon, south padre with the fellas. I graduate in like 5 months, that's nuts. I’m almost 18, how nuts.
*Big Year* as some have put it. I just choose to think of it as busier. But I’m not really looking forward to it ending. Mostly everyone is going away to college but I still got Nate so that's cool. And I’ll go visits everyone when I get a chance, and they'll have someone down here when they come home to visit. How fun.
Imma be straight, I kind need a girlfriend again, that was one topic of discussion last night, how a few of us needed someone sitting on our laps that we could love and would love us back. Whatever though, I’ll take what I’m dealt, I’m not pulling out the hidden aces yet.
I probably don't even have any. It’s like playing euchre with four 9's and a 10. You’re going to lose every time.
It’ll be a cold day in hell when something FINALLY goes right for rob. It’s ok though.
Maybe when I’m up at Oakland I’ll met some nice girl and things will turn around.
Something I really need is a damn massage. And sleep. I didn't get much last night, 1.5 hours. It was tight nonetheless. Fucking though, I don't think anyone understands me...
Green and me had some wicked mad talk last night, but it wasn't anything of dire importance. Just like how I want to kill deboz-scat. Random stupid shit I guess, but what else are you supposed to talk about at 6:45 in the am.
I wanted to write in here to tell everyone what the fuck is up but I ended up putting a damper on my mood. I need to met someone, so for real, if you can hook me up I’ll give you like... mad love. Whatever, Linkoln Park said it best, "it starts with one thing..."
I’m splitting, happy New Year, merry Christmas, and fuck you. That about sums up the rest of the year.
-Rob-