Jul 08, 2002 01:31
When it hurts so bad I can not cry does it mean the pain is to great or to small. I try to shead a tear but thats all I get. Hurt so deep it burns, wanting her love it yurns. I lost my breath, I lost my will, just more depression a bigger hill. It does not hurt enough but way to much, save me before its to late, the tears drowning my insides, building up but never caressing my frowning face. She does not know, no one does, but you a sorrow lover, me I wont let go, will I ever cry? I know they laugh, they dont know if the pain is to great of not enough? Jealousy, sorrow, lust, they push through me forcing a dry depression. Lies told, truth hidden, my lust still not given, my lust of love, you just watch as it is tooken away, but so do i. Random felings that drive you mad, depressed, lustfull, but still no tears. Does it hurt to much or not enough.