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i dunno why i never really update this. i guess i don't have much of a life going on.
this week's been a little crazyish. basically haven't come straight home all week, with drama rehearsals and working on my segment for the school news show.
lack of sleep has made me hella weird, heh. i haven't been this tired in a longgg time, but i'm feeling better than yesterday.
the performance was wednesday, and it went off basically perfect, which is pretty funny cuz the same thing happens every time; we do awful in rehearsal, mrs. rodrigues makes us feel like shit, then we do great. so wtf.
worked on the editing for the news show alll week, took me forever. but it was cool, it came out basically fine, everyone loved it. i fucking love shuggy, the kid's hilarous.
today was last day for seniors, everyone was kinda boo-hooing. it's going to totally suck not having seniors around, most of the people i acutally got along with were seniors, and most everyone in my class sucks.
i'm kinda just sick of dealing with people in general. i'm sick of having to keep an act around everyone. most people are stubborn, stupid, and uninteresting anyways.
people in general just irk the fuck out of me, they're so illogical and emotional.
maybe i'm just fucked up.
i just wish everybody would stop complaining all the time. i try not to talk about my shit because everybody else has got shit they're dealing with, noone wants nor needs to hear my shit, y'know?
sorry if i'm being whiny, just in a blegh mood.
blegh.
so, senior year coming up.
gotta start choosing colleges and shit.
except i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life.
so, that kinda sucks.
i don't really think i want to be a neurologist, i might still want to do chemistry, but biology always kinda bored me, i know i shouldn't do something just because i'm pretty good at it.
i wouldn't want to make a career as a writer, because god knows how many poor, unpublished writers there are out there trying to make a living.
there's plenty of stuff i'd like to do, like films, acting, cartoons; i just can't think of something i'd want to do for a career.
i guess i'll just do stuff on the side, and if i can get money off of it i'll go into it deeper.
i got a random letter in the school about being in the national honor roll.
ladies and gentlemen, the world has come to an end, heh.
all in all, things aren't really that bad.
my mind's just muddled, i can't complain -
this week's been a little crazyish. basically haven't come straight home all week, with drama rehearsals and working on my segment for the school news show.
lack of sleep has made me hella weird, heh. i haven't been this tired in a longgg time, but i'm feeling better than yesterday.
the performance was wednesday, and it went off basically perfect, which is pretty funny cuz the same thing happens every time; we do awful in rehearsal, mrs. rodrigues makes us feel like shit, then we do great. so wtf.
worked on the editing for the news show alll week, took me forever. but it was cool, it came out basically fine, everyone loved it. i fucking love shuggy, the kid's hilarous.
today was last day for seniors, everyone was kinda boo-hooing. it's going to totally suck not having seniors around, most of the people i acutally got along with were seniors, and most everyone in my class sucks.
i'm kinda just sick of dealing with people in general. i'm sick of having to keep an act around everyone. most people are stubborn, stupid, and uninteresting anyways.
people in general just irk the fuck out of me, they're so illogical and emotional.
maybe i'm just fucked up.
i just wish everybody would stop complaining all the time. i try not to talk about my shit because everybody else has got shit they're dealing with, noone wants nor needs to hear my shit, y'know?
sorry if i'm being whiny, just in a blegh mood.
blegh.
so, senior year coming up.
gotta start choosing colleges and shit.
except i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life.
so, that kinda sucks.
i don't really think i want to be a neurologist, i might still want to do chemistry, but biology always kinda bored me, i know i shouldn't do something just because i'm pretty good at it.
i wouldn't want to make a career as a writer, because god knows how many poor, unpublished writers there are out there trying to make a living.
there's plenty of stuff i'd like to do, like films, acting, cartoons; i just can't think of something i'd want to do for a career.
i guess i'll just do stuff on the side, and if i can get money off of it i'll go into it deeper.
i got a random letter in the school about being in the national honor roll.
ladies and gentlemen, the world has come to an end, heh.
all in all, things aren't really that bad.
my mind's just muddled, i can't complain -