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i dont know if im happy. i do know im tired.
what is going on here?
i dont think im quite grasping this life thing.
why do we do these things day in and day out.
is my whole life going to stay one big blur?
with holidays and seasons repeating themselves every day.
traffic at 8:30am and 5:30pm, for the next 60 years?
i feel like everyone has a bigger piece of the pie,
and it pisses me off.
god i hope this apple rolled far from the tree,
but still remembering where this little johnny apple seed came from.
i do feel that my life is going to be completely different bc im a homo.
am i to feel good or bad about that?
i feel good. ive seen, studied, and experienced the normal way of life.
thought about the kids im gonna miss running around my legs all the time.
thought about that picture perfect surburbean exsistence, with BBQ on sunday, football, and beer. Guys getting together to get away from the wives. lol. its all very eclectic.
but it's not me. i have to realize im gonna live the life of fags....i can only hope its like "The Broken Hearts Club" bc that's cute. it just isnt going as planned yet. where is the person that wont leave me alone?
where is the fighting, sex, crying, and gut feeling that this person isnt gonna dump you on the side of the street, in the wet cold rain even if you dont do exactly as they please.
if there are people that have the amount of thoughts in their head, bouncing around, then bounce them my way. it should be interesting to compare desires, dreams, and ideas that accumulate within each life span.
.yrros ,yag eb ot si ti woh dnatsrednu nac nosrep thgiarts oN
what is going on here?
i dont think im quite grasping this life thing.
why do we do these things day in and day out.
is my whole life going to stay one big blur?
with holidays and seasons repeating themselves every day.
traffic at 8:30am and 5:30pm, for the next 60 years?
i feel like everyone has a bigger piece of the pie,
and it pisses me off.
god i hope this apple rolled far from the tree,
but still remembering where this little johnny apple seed came from.
i do feel that my life is going to be completely different bc im a homo.
am i to feel good or bad about that?
i feel good. ive seen, studied, and experienced the normal way of life.
thought about the kids im gonna miss running around my legs all the time.
thought about that picture perfect surburbean exsistence, with BBQ on sunday, football, and beer. Guys getting together to get away from the wives. lol. its all very eclectic.
but it's not me. i have to realize im gonna live the life of fags....i can only hope its like "The Broken Hearts Club" bc that's cute. it just isnt going as planned yet. where is the person that wont leave me alone?
where is the fighting, sex, crying, and gut feeling that this person isnt gonna dump you on the side of the street, in the wet cold rain even if you dont do exactly as they please.
if there are people that have the amount of thoughts in their head, bouncing around, then bounce them my way. it should be interesting to compare desires, dreams, and ideas that accumulate within each life span.
.yrros ,yag eb ot si ti woh dnatsrednu nac nosrep thgiarts oN