Brightness Brillance Brillante
a dog licking himself:
disgusting.
a dog licking himself in a hot pink sweater:
adorable.
As i orbit my way around atlanta i find out that people are retarded.
but i like retarded people.
so as it turns out. ry ry has a problem with expressing emotion.
i dont quite grasp what good comes from being in a negative state of mind.
negative being angry, really upset, or in a rush.
having these current disablements of getting my inner most thoughts out has hindered me socially.
friendships, relationships, and even family ties have hurt on my own account.
expressing emotion is a very sensative issue to communicate effectvly.
full-formed facial positions are key, along with the speed and clearity in your voice.
you have to be careful what you say. nothing too absolute, and nothing too diluted with thoughtless ranting. it might be like you have to guide the conversation in the precise direction you want it to go.
personally i begin to think of both extreme variations for circumstances and poorly connect with a satisfactional response. i am normally spitting words out so fast i lose the entire point of the expression.
the future...i see change. i look for change. i want to change...constantly. so how could i possibly understand any situation in terms of level of seriousness i am in currently. your feelings change day to day, but i think their is a underlying factor that a person must come to realize...(are you more of the type that is positive or negative). If graphs have a positive slope it means its always going up. having a positive outlook on your surroundings conclude to a life in which your moving up. always.
thus in my lack in ability of telling another human being what is going on in both my head, heart, and dick is only a result because how i am feeling today could easily change one hundered and eighty degrees by tomorrow.
your prolly thinking to yourself that its all about being able to express how you are feeling at a certain place and time. excluding how you used to choose or how you might feel later.
i guess im a guy that looks at the whole picture that can not live in the present. im always looking back or looking foward, never right in front of me. i look back to see how i dealt and concluded issues, and i look forward to see how those choices will guide me into a life i want to create.
i need to better understand how i am feeling about the negative and positive aspects that come my way. i ignore the shit out of those things. shugging my shoulders is the answer to every question. not getting angry when done wrong, and not getting excited when i got my mind on my money and my money on my mind.
i dont get upset when something sad happens. i dont go after the things i want. i turn away easy. no one can phase me. no thing can phase me.
im head headed for the reason of looking after myself at all times.
no one has put me in front of them, so i had to.
i had to make my own choices.
i had to make sure dinner was on the tabel.
i had to make sure a roof was over my head.
i had to make sure the closet had clothes.
i had to make sure the car started.
i had to make sure insurance was covered.
i had to make sure i had common supplies.
i had to make sure i had a job.
i had to make sure the bill was in by the third.
i had to make sure i had money for fun.
i had to make sure my health was good.
no you, not anyone. just me. alone. by myself.
so how could i express how i was feeling? ive never had to.
i just get the shit that needs to be done......done.
but what good is there for an expression-less, stable, lone wolf?
i want things to be shakin up.
i want things to hurt.
i want things to rock.
i dont want a life that is filled with shrugs, no hugs, and thugs.
im not a rug to whipe your shit on.
i do know that all you need is love.
express that bitch.
disgusting.
a dog licking himself in a hot pink sweater:
adorable.
As i orbit my way around atlanta i find out that people are retarded.
but i like retarded people.
so as it turns out. ry ry has a problem with expressing emotion.
i dont quite grasp what good comes from being in a negative state of mind.
negative being angry, really upset, or in a rush.
having these current disablements of getting my inner most thoughts out has hindered me socially.
friendships, relationships, and even family ties have hurt on my own account.
expressing emotion is a very sensative issue to communicate effectvly.
full-formed facial positions are key, along with the speed and clearity in your voice.
you have to be careful what you say. nothing too absolute, and nothing too diluted with thoughtless ranting. it might be like you have to guide the conversation in the precise direction you want it to go.
personally i begin to think of both extreme variations for circumstances and poorly connect with a satisfactional response. i am normally spitting words out so fast i lose the entire point of the expression.
the future...i see change. i look for change. i want to change...constantly. so how could i possibly understand any situation in terms of level of seriousness i am in currently. your feelings change day to day, but i think their is a underlying factor that a person must come to realize...(are you more of the type that is positive or negative). If graphs have a positive slope it means its always going up. having a positive outlook on your surroundings conclude to a life in which your moving up. always.
thus in my lack in ability of telling another human being what is going on in both my head, heart, and dick is only a result because how i am feeling today could easily change one hundered and eighty degrees by tomorrow.
your prolly thinking to yourself that its all about being able to express how you are feeling at a certain place and time. excluding how you used to choose or how you might feel later.
i guess im a guy that looks at the whole picture that can not live in the present. im always looking back or looking foward, never right in front of me. i look back to see how i dealt and concluded issues, and i look forward to see how those choices will guide me into a life i want to create.
i need to better understand how i am feeling about the negative and positive aspects that come my way. i ignore the shit out of those things. shugging my shoulders is the answer to every question. not getting angry when done wrong, and not getting excited when i got my mind on my money and my money on my mind.
i dont get upset when something sad happens. i dont go after the things i want. i turn away easy. no one can phase me. no thing can phase me.
im head headed for the reason of looking after myself at all times.
no one has put me in front of them, so i had to.
i had to make my own choices.
i had to make sure dinner was on the tabel.
i had to make sure a roof was over my head.
i had to make sure the closet had clothes.
i had to make sure the car started.
i had to make sure insurance was covered.
i had to make sure i had common supplies.
i had to make sure i had a job.
i had to make sure the bill was in by the third.
i had to make sure i had money for fun.
i had to make sure my health was good.
no you, not anyone. just me. alone. by myself.
so how could i express how i was feeling? ive never had to.
i just get the shit that needs to be done......done.
but what good is there for an expression-less, stable, lone wolf?
i want things to be shakin up.
i want things to hurt.
i want things to rock.
i dont want a life that is filled with shrugs, no hugs, and thugs.
im not a rug to whipe your shit on.
i do know that all you need is love.
express that bitch.