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gee. well the first week of winter break i got struck with a horrible fever that lasted a whole week and couldnt get out of better without having someone hold me up. then i recover and am very excited and greatful. then my tonsils swell up to the size of my fist and have gross puss oozing out of strange alien like crater pockets that have formed. the doctors say i have mono and my spleen is at a high risk of rupturing. sooo aawesome. im glad my life suck so bad. i knew that a month and a half of doing whatever i wanted without any work or school was too good to be true. i havent gotten too hang out with my friends, i cant even speak to them cuz it hurt too bad, i havent done anything fun or productive, or anything really at all. im supposed to go on a road trip tommorow and im living in such a state of denial that i still think i can go. and tonight is new years eve and i cant go to the ashokan field campus contra dance with emma, iyla and rosie. i love my mom so much and i feel so bad for what shes putting up with. she has been at my side for nearly 3 weeks now feeding me yogurt. why is god doing this to me?
poop.
poop.