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Nothing for sweetest day, not even a happy sweetest day. Not that I care so much because its bullshit. But I look forward to being spoiled sometimes. Just a movie and dinner or something. But he gives me feelings that I've never felt before. At the same time is true love truly true. Can it be now-a-days?
I could have millions of oppurtunities all over the world. I'm not the huge percentage that won't go anywhere, I'm that 1% hard working lady, I like to think. I need to push myself and show my true self and be more loving. The key is more loving. God has a plan I don't want to miss his signs and oppurtunities he has given to me. He blesses my life daily I know, but I know he has more of a plan for me. Just waiting for him to show me what I am to do. And waiting to see if I am ready to listen.
My heart is sad and hurts :( where am I? Who am I?
I'm on my way home from st. Louis and I feel sad. Rasheed hasn't wanted to talk often at all and everytime we do he just mumbles. Makes me think but I know I shouldn't over analyze it. And I've went outta town for the world series baseball game twice now. I was rooting for the cardinals and takin pics. I feel like I finally belong with a crew and that I am accepted. Its a fun job I could complain less.
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I wish I didn't care so much about everything but deep in my core I want to please others
Another thing that sucks is I have no halloween costume and now I have no time to go to any halloween party anyway! What the heck!?
I could have millions of oppurtunities all over the world. I'm not the huge percentage that won't go anywhere, I'm that 1% hard working lady, I like to think. I need to push myself and show my true self and be more loving. The key is more loving. God has a plan I don't want to miss his signs and oppurtunities he has given to me. He blesses my life daily I know, but I know he has more of a plan for me. Just waiting for him to show me what I am to do. And waiting to see if I am ready to listen.
My heart is sad and hurts :( where am I? Who am I?
I'm on my way home from st. Louis and I feel sad. Rasheed hasn't wanted to talk often at all and everytime we do he just mumbles. Makes me think but I know I shouldn't over analyze it. And I've went outta town for the world series baseball game twice now. I was rooting for the cardinals and takin pics. I feel like I finally belong with a crew and that I am accepted. Its a fun job I could complain less.
More love
I wish I didn't care so much about everything but deep in my core I want to please others
Another thing that sucks is I have no halloween costume and now I have no time to go to any halloween party anyway! What the heck!?