When will I get it right?

[robotrudeboy]

When will things be easy?  When will life stop feeling like a constant knife in my already weakened heart?  When will I stop feeling like I took the wrong road at every single moment in my life?  How am I supposed to just keep going when everything is wrong? 
When will I experience a happiness that lasts beyond the punchline of a cheap joke?
When?

God damn it...

when....