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I almost cried in a Rite Aid because the radio was playing a Cyndi Lauper song. It was "True Colors." The song reminds me so vividly of wrestling in the 80s. Even thinking of the song can make my eyes feel like they could well up. I bought a little notepad there and used it to start a list of things I am worried about. Today it has mostly been actual sickness, rather than a speculative or imaginary one, although perhaps my imagination made it worse. I felt nauseous and didn't have an appetite. Upon paying attention to my diet, I realize this is a regular thing that happens any time I start to gain weight. I become worried about some imaginary health problem and I completely lose my appetite.
The pain in my neck continued and I also learned that my brother has migraines and now I am worried that I might have one too. I had a headache.
The pain in my neck continued and I also learned that my brother has migraines and now I am worried that I might have one too. I had a headache.