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Oct 06, 2005 11:13

gross ( P )
adj. gross·er, gross·est

1. a. Exclusive of deductions; total: gross profits. See Synonyms at whole.
b. Unmitigated in any way; utter: gross incompetence.
c. Glaringly obvious: gross injustice. See Synonyms at flagrant.

2. a. Brutishly coarse, as in behavior; crude: “It is futile to expect a hungry and squalid population to
be anything but violent and gross” (Thomas H. Huxley).
b. Offensive; disgusting.
c. Lacking sensitivity or discernment; unrefined:
d. Carnal; sensual.

3. a. Overweight; corpulent.
b. Dense; profuse.
c. Broad; general: the gross outlines of a plan.

4. a. Me.

I wasn't going to write anything here until I had something good to write, but all I can say is maybe all this eating made my metabolism speed up? Maybe?
I don't wnana know how much I've gained. How much more money I've spent on food than usual. How gross I've looked sitting there shoveling things into my mouth. I've been working out, at least, and I've definitely gained muscle mass but I think I weigh in at 133. Which means a gain of 4 lbs. That is disgusting.

I go home later tonight for thanksgiving, which means thanksgiving dinner. But it also means I get to see my family, and there's no kitchen so there's no snacking. My theory is I'm compensating for my loneliness by trying to fill the void with food. Once I see my family, I won't miss them anymore, and I'll hopefully reform my wicked heathen ways! My friend wanted to know what ketosis is, so I'm gonna try my hardest to fast for 7 days so she can see, experience, etc. Consider it a science experiment. I can post the "results" day by day if you want. I'm only going to have water, and diet coke for caffeine if I feel I need it. And because I'm doing it for her, I can't fuck up, right? That's the idea? I start tuesday.

We'll see.
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