Its gone and Idk

[roboticpunk]

Ok today was interesting. I went over to becca's around 2 with my dad and we kinda just hung around, fooled around a lil but yah she just makes me want to like, do things I didn't think I could do take on the world kinda stuff. I guess she makes me want to be more than who I am today. So like we were kinda laying and kissing and talking and we came to the conclution my hawk needed to go. So before I lost my nerve I cut off a huge chunk, and now it's gone, completly. It's kinda nice but really I'm sad to see it go I really will miss it tell my hair grows out anyway. I'm thinking it's gonna look pretty cool down to about my cheek bone. Yah that's what I'm gonna do, fuck yea and yea that will rock. So after this we hung around more went to blakes and contaminated her house hehehe. Went to starbucks and to monta-vista all this with becca driveing, and taught her to park there. We than went up a really windy hill her still driveing. I can't belive I lived I kid I kid she is a good driver and I love her to death. Yea so than me her an her sis went to dinner at hubcaps than to "along came polly" it was cute we saw blake and nat they sat with us <3. Blake feel better no guy is worth all the pain trust me we are all ass holes. So after the movie we all talked and well becca forgot to introduce rachel so she was pretty miffed about becca's manners, yah it happens. So we drove home and I showed becca the damage to my car :-p yah she was like wow that's crazy we kissed good night and here I am.

P.S. Becca I feel like your worth any risk I'd do anything for you. I wake up and your the first thing I think of and when I goto bed your the last thing I think of and the first that I dream of. <33333 I love you :-D