and so the dating soga contiues
Well since I last posted I stoped seeing Kellie. She was on the rebound and was playing with my head. Enough about that I have been dating a new girl and her name is Lara but she does not want a commited relationship she just wants to date and yesterday I pushed the issue and I have not heard back from her but that is a good thing cause after talking to her I was like how am I going to break things off with her. You see when I was dating her I realized that I thought she was cute and I thought she was nice and there was nothing about her that anoyed me but we did not have conversational chemistry. There are only certan types of girls I have a conversational chemistry with. There are quite a few more girls I am talking to now and at least 2 of them I have this chemistry with. I really want to find somebody to seatle down with but you know I am not sure I really am ready. For the first time I am thinking of keeping this up. This dating many people. I am not very used to it though so I still don't know. I will have to see where it takes me.
On another note. Well it is kind of the same note. That is all these opertunities for sex I am turning down. I can not really belive it but I am more mature now. A few years ago I would have jumped on it. I have never had sex with anybody I didn't really care about and I don't want to start now. Hinh and Eddie think I am crazy. Maybe I am. I just want to find that person you know. OK well I have reambled on long enough. I will try and right again later.
On another note. Well it is kind of the same note. That is all these opertunities for sex I am turning down. I can not really belive it but I am more mature now. A few years ago I would have jumped on it. I have never had sex with anybody I didn't really care about and I don't want to start now. Hinh and Eddie think I am crazy. Maybe I am. I just want to find that person you know. OK well I have reambled on long enough. I will try and right again later.