serously..
WTF is up with guys? I wanna know I swear it's like hey I like you let's hold hands, makeout, and have sex blah blah blah than the next day it's like "yeah you fuck you...I hate you now, you're a bitch even though you did nothing to me but care about me..ya know" I fucking hate it... I see rian tonight and I get fucking ignored than when i left I gave him a hang and chilled with stew heather john and adam..we went to this awesome ass fucking beach spot I got really drunk and peed like 500 times on the beach haha. Than john kept like trying to makeout with me but I was super drunk and woulda passed out..plus I'm not into him..he's cool n all but not my type. I like Rian a super lot maybe if I just stop talking to him and forget about him life will be better in the end like everything. Well since I came home at like 4ish my father took my car away :( it sucks and I'm grounded but w/e the night was seriously fucking worth it.
welll FUCKKKKKK I'm going to sleep night kiddos. <33
welll FUCKKKKKK I'm going to sleep night kiddos. <33