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"well, what are you waiting for?"
"I don't know...something amazing!"
"me too kid...me too"
Well, I've been waitin for a long time, and I finally found something amazing. I had an absolutely wonderful summer, and autum wasn't too bad either, but with winter came a lot of stress, worry, heartache and just general bad times. It all seemed to happen at the absolute worst time. Dan getting sick, lots of bullshit drama, getting fired, having my car break, my dad's health, my relationship with my mom, and the general feelings of being totally anti social this winter. It sucked, a whole lot, there's no doubt about it, but without all of that the amazing feelings I have now wouldn't be nearly as sweet and appreciated. The spring weather is finally here and I'm feeling much more social and willing to leave my humble abode to go out and play in the sunshine. It looks as though I'm gonna be hired at Songbirds when they do start doing that, and everybody knows that working in a headshop is my dream job. Just the thought of having a job of any sorts is fucking awesome, but a job that I would be happy with, much more than content, but truly like just boggles my mind. None of this is definite of course, but the wheels are in motion and with the way I'm feeling, it's gonna happen. As if all of that isn't great enough, I met somebody who makes me just glow with happiness and confidence. There's this great instant connection between us, and i feel like we're just bouncing rays of sunshine back and forth. Already I feel like I can tell him anything and he won't only listen but be able to really hear what I'm saying, like we just understand each other so well. It's just fucking great. I know everything in my life isn't perfect, but it's never going to be perfect, but I'm happy with the way its going right now, and it's all I could ever ask for.
"I don't know...something amazing!"
"me too kid...me too"
Well, I've been waitin for a long time, and I finally found something amazing. I had an absolutely wonderful summer, and autum wasn't too bad either, but with winter came a lot of stress, worry, heartache and just general bad times. It all seemed to happen at the absolute worst time. Dan getting sick, lots of bullshit drama, getting fired, having my car break, my dad's health, my relationship with my mom, and the general feelings of being totally anti social this winter. It sucked, a whole lot, there's no doubt about it, but without all of that the amazing feelings I have now wouldn't be nearly as sweet and appreciated. The spring weather is finally here and I'm feeling much more social and willing to leave my humble abode to go out and play in the sunshine. It looks as though I'm gonna be hired at Songbirds when they do start doing that, and everybody knows that working in a headshop is my dream job. Just the thought of having a job of any sorts is fucking awesome, but a job that I would be happy with, much more than content, but truly like just boggles my mind. None of this is definite of course, but the wheels are in motion and with the way I'm feeling, it's gonna happen. As if all of that isn't great enough, I met somebody who makes me just glow with happiness and confidence. There's this great instant connection between us, and i feel like we're just bouncing rays of sunshine back and forth. Already I feel like I can tell him anything and he won't only listen but be able to really hear what I'm saying, like we just understand each other so well. It's just fucking great. I know everything in my life isn't perfect, but it's never going to be perfect, but I'm happy with the way its going right now, and it's all I could ever ask for.