Well, what are you waiting for?
Rise and Shine campers! and don't forget your booties cos it's cold outside today. it's cold outside everyday, what is this, miami?
thats right, happy groundhogs day everyone. Im gonna try to make it a day I wouldn't mind doing again, at least 1 more time. Kinda blows cos I gotta work, but, whatever.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm just waiting for a better day to come, and some days are obviously better than others, but, I haven't had like, an all around just great kick ass day in a long time. There are a few things coming up that might allow me to do this though. One of which is 420. that day is good no matter what cos I don't have to work, and I get to hang out with my good buddies and of course, Maryjane. Cunt, Satan, Lock Ness Monster, Lawrence, Dr.Zoidberg, Lady Madonna, Hypnotoad, Thurman, Monster bowl, Zig Zag. Maybe Lady firefly, snuffy, the good dr.feelgood, Apollo 420, Dory, and I'd be delighted to see Lil Blue again. Definitely would be nice to meet someone new that day as well and have a toke. I think I'm gonna just find some place and walk around and find someone I think smokes weed and be like "hey, happy 420" and if they get it just be like "hey you wanna toke up with me?" and see what happens. I think that'd be a great goal to accomplish. Or at least have a toke with someone i've never toked with. Eat some brownies. Go outside, drive around, listen to music, eat good food, sit around and bullshit and laugh and watch great movies and just have a great fucking time. thats what 420 is to me, a really well thought out, well planned day that never goes according to plans, but always turns out to be wonderful. You know why? because all your other friends clear up the day to just have fun. Thats what it's all about, all about havin a great fucking day.
All the weird things going on in my head are all pretty much pointing to one thing, and I can see that, but I'm not ready to accept it. I guess the timing actually isn't so bad in the long run. Gives me time to try to come to grips with it, or, i dunno, something. more like be angry at it for a while, haha. after i'm good and pissed off for a good while i'll start to just give in and i'll be happier in the end, but, yeah, i'm weird. "You know you can be kinda creepy sometimes Liza" yeah, your right josh, haha. but i don't mind.
I do sort of have a way of saying a whole lot without actually saying anything at all. Just how my mind works i guess, thinking really really hard at great length but coming up with absolutely nothing, haha. It's all good, cos i'm havin fun on the way. It's like my mom gets so pissed off at my father for folding up paper and duct taping things and making weird little packages, and yeah it's kinda weird or whatever, but for some reason he enjoys doing it, so hey, let the poor guy have his fun, right? Shit if he wants to fucking duct tape his whole room, go for it man. It takes away from the time that he smokes and picks at himself, so it's a good thing, lol. It doesn't really accomplish much, but it's a form of amusement.
This just about sums up my current mood.
"I lost my faith in the summertime
Cos it don't, stop raining
The sky all day is as black as night
but I'm not, complaining"
Still waiting for something amazing.
thats right, happy groundhogs day everyone. Im gonna try to make it a day I wouldn't mind doing again, at least 1 more time. Kinda blows cos I gotta work, but, whatever.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm just waiting for a better day to come, and some days are obviously better than others, but, I haven't had like, an all around just great kick ass day in a long time. There are a few things coming up that might allow me to do this though. One of which is 420. that day is good no matter what cos I don't have to work, and I get to hang out with my good buddies and of course, Maryjane. Cunt, Satan, Lock Ness Monster, Lawrence, Dr.Zoidberg, Lady Madonna, Hypnotoad, Thurman, Monster bowl, Zig Zag. Maybe Lady firefly, snuffy, the good dr.feelgood, Apollo 420, Dory, and I'd be delighted to see Lil Blue again. Definitely would be nice to meet someone new that day as well and have a toke. I think I'm gonna just find some place and walk around and find someone I think smokes weed and be like "hey, happy 420" and if they get it just be like "hey you wanna toke up with me?" and see what happens. I think that'd be a great goal to accomplish. Or at least have a toke with someone i've never toked with. Eat some brownies. Go outside, drive around, listen to music, eat good food, sit around and bullshit and laugh and watch great movies and just have a great fucking time. thats what 420 is to me, a really well thought out, well planned day that never goes according to plans, but always turns out to be wonderful. You know why? because all your other friends clear up the day to just have fun. Thats what it's all about, all about havin a great fucking day.
All the weird things going on in my head are all pretty much pointing to one thing, and I can see that, but I'm not ready to accept it. I guess the timing actually isn't so bad in the long run. Gives me time to try to come to grips with it, or, i dunno, something. more like be angry at it for a while, haha. after i'm good and pissed off for a good while i'll start to just give in and i'll be happier in the end, but, yeah, i'm weird. "You know you can be kinda creepy sometimes Liza" yeah, your right josh, haha. but i don't mind.
I do sort of have a way of saying a whole lot without actually saying anything at all. Just how my mind works i guess, thinking really really hard at great length but coming up with absolutely nothing, haha. It's all good, cos i'm havin fun on the way. It's like my mom gets so pissed off at my father for folding up paper and duct taping things and making weird little packages, and yeah it's kinda weird or whatever, but for some reason he enjoys doing it, so hey, let the poor guy have his fun, right? Shit if he wants to fucking duct tape his whole room, go for it man. It takes away from the time that he smokes and picks at himself, so it's a good thing, lol. It doesn't really accomplish much, but it's a form of amusement.
This just about sums up my current mood.
"I lost my faith in the summertime
Cos it don't, stop raining
The sky all day is as black as night
but I'm not, complaining"
Still waiting for something amazing.