That your dreams are just an island in the sands.
and don't forget your booties cos it's cold out today. it's cold everyday.
Yeah, the furnace just decided to stop working for some reason, so, yeah....usually the basement stays fairly warm, especially near the computer since its right next to the damn thing, but, yeah...now it's not on so theres no hot water and no heat in the house, so i'm fucking bundled up under like a million fucking blankets. Major fucking suckage. Had to happen on one of those days thats just cold and wet and fucking....bone chillingly miserable outside. Kinda fuckin gay, but, whatever.
Ever get the feeling that your just sitting and waiting for something good to happen? I'm doin that right now, although I don't know if it's helping anything good come along, lol.
fuckin hell. i have a little paper cut on my thumb, and it's fucking annoying. I hate that shit.
hmmm.....oh i did accomplish something the other day, made my mom cry, that was fun. It's her own fucking fault too at this point. She's been telling me what a worthless piece of crap I am and that i'm never going anywhere since I can remember. Everything with her is a left handed compliment, so to speak. Not fair to us leftys out there, but you get the idea. I told her that I hoped she dropped dead, and that made her cry. Hey, the truth hurts. I guess it made her realize that she's the reason i hate her so much. It's cruel or whatever maybe, but, whatever. If she dropped dead i'd prolly just be like "fuckin cool!" and call people and be like "yeah, mom, dead, party, my house, now. go" and yeah. lol. Fuck that bitch.
Once again, theres lots and lots on my mind, but, just don't feel like writing it all down for the world to see this time. I guess it's just something I have to work out totally on my own, and it's probably for the best. I'll just do whatever I think is best, and not anyone else. Might work out for the best, you never know.
It's FUCKING COLD!!
Yeah, the furnace just decided to stop working for some reason, so, yeah....usually the basement stays fairly warm, especially near the computer since its right next to the damn thing, but, yeah...now it's not on so theres no hot water and no heat in the house, so i'm fucking bundled up under like a million fucking blankets. Major fucking suckage. Had to happen on one of those days thats just cold and wet and fucking....bone chillingly miserable outside. Kinda fuckin gay, but, whatever.
Ever get the feeling that your just sitting and waiting for something good to happen? I'm doin that right now, although I don't know if it's helping anything good come along, lol.
fuckin hell. i have a little paper cut on my thumb, and it's fucking annoying. I hate that shit.
hmmm.....oh i did accomplish something the other day, made my mom cry, that was fun. It's her own fucking fault too at this point. She's been telling me what a worthless piece of crap I am and that i'm never going anywhere since I can remember. Everything with her is a left handed compliment, so to speak. Not fair to us leftys out there, but you get the idea. I told her that I hoped she dropped dead, and that made her cry. Hey, the truth hurts. I guess it made her realize that she's the reason i hate her so much. It's cruel or whatever maybe, but, whatever. If she dropped dead i'd prolly just be like "fuckin cool!" and call people and be like "yeah, mom, dead, party, my house, now. go" and yeah. lol. Fuck that bitch.
Once again, theres lots and lots on my mind, but, just don't feel like writing it all down for the world to see this time. I guess it's just something I have to work out totally on my own, and it's probably for the best. I'll just do whatever I think is best, and not anyone else. Might work out for the best, you never know.
It's FUCKING COLD!!