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This is just a me angry at a lot of stuff entry.
So, as we all know, my mom is like some sort of crazed psychotic paranoid witch. Well tonight I saw the worst of it come out at me. She's trying to say I can't go out anymore, and I can't have people over. That just isn't gonna happen. Makes me pretty god damn pissed off. After she's done yelling at me about how wonderful and reasonable she is and that I've commited the crime of the century, and i'm out "drinkin and druggin" all night with guys that "sleep with every girl they meet", she proceeds to tell me what a fuck up I am. This woman doesn't even have a job, or go to school. She hasn't had a job for basically as long as I can remember, she went to school for 1 semester, thats in the past at least 10 years. My dad worked all his life until he got sick, and he was in the military and has his insurance and all that shit covered. If my mom was out on her own, there'd be no way in hell she could make a living at all. She's basically been living off my dad's disability/social security checks, and my money. I'm the only one working in this house. My dad obviously can't work, but my mom can do SOMETHING. She acts like she's so stressed and busy and has so much shit to do, and she doesn't do anything. A lot of people work 5 days a week and they still have time to do all of that "shit" around the house. It just really irritates me when she's calling me a fuck up, and she's the one not doing anything.
So I guess Jim totally blocked me out of his life, and that's fine by me if he wants to do that. Mostly it's over because I couldn't talk to him one night. He was having a bad night, and there was nothing I could really say to him that I didn't already say. Then he got mad cos I wasn't talking to him about it.It's probably better off this way, because whenever I feel like I miss him, and then I'm with him, I can't stand being around him anymore. I just don't think it's a good way to feel about someone. I just hope he does a little more growing up with some things, or goes out and finds himself or something. Because aside from a few things that just made it not work, the rest of him was a great boyfriend. Whatever, I've had enough of this shit.
I'm gonna go and relax and just try to calm the fuck down.
~Liza
So, as we all know, my mom is like some sort of crazed psychotic paranoid witch. Well tonight I saw the worst of it come out at me. She's trying to say I can't go out anymore, and I can't have people over. That just isn't gonna happen. Makes me pretty god damn pissed off. After she's done yelling at me about how wonderful and reasonable she is and that I've commited the crime of the century, and i'm out "drinkin and druggin" all night with guys that "sleep with every girl they meet", she proceeds to tell me what a fuck up I am. This woman doesn't even have a job, or go to school. She hasn't had a job for basically as long as I can remember, she went to school for 1 semester, thats in the past at least 10 years. My dad worked all his life until he got sick, and he was in the military and has his insurance and all that shit covered. If my mom was out on her own, there'd be no way in hell she could make a living at all. She's basically been living off my dad's disability/social security checks, and my money. I'm the only one working in this house. My dad obviously can't work, but my mom can do SOMETHING. She acts like she's so stressed and busy and has so much shit to do, and she doesn't do anything. A lot of people work 5 days a week and they still have time to do all of that "shit" around the house. It just really irritates me when she's calling me a fuck up, and she's the one not doing anything.
So I guess Jim totally blocked me out of his life, and that's fine by me if he wants to do that. Mostly it's over because I couldn't talk to him one night. He was having a bad night, and there was nothing I could really say to him that I didn't already say. Then he got mad cos I wasn't talking to him about it.It's probably better off this way, because whenever I feel like I miss him, and then I'm with him, I can't stand being around him anymore. I just don't think it's a good way to feel about someone. I just hope he does a little more growing up with some things, or goes out and finds himself or something. Because aside from a few things that just made it not work, the rest of him was a great boyfriend. Whatever, I've had enough of this shit.
I'm gonna go and relax and just try to calm the fuck down.
~Liza