the whole damn world smelled of lilacs
So... i haven't updated in a little bit.
whatevs.
I got really inspired last night. I think it was hearing the word "Gestetner"
I don't really know, but i came home and wrote 2 songs on the guitar and started writing words for the first time in forever. I guess i kind of felt there was a tiny bit of direction.
I have an open offer to be published ina couple small magazines... but i haven't written anything of substance in a while, so i figure once i get back into that i'll push in that direction.
School is ridiculous... I think i'm going to drop a class... which i have never done, but , i really can't take it.
And i never go.
My band jams at the same time.
Speaking of which i finally have a bass amp, and i got it for free. Having friends is amazing.
Not just friends who give you things, but friends who are amazing friends in general and then give you things. Those are amazing.
We're playing a free show november 27th (It's a monday)
In one week lara will be on a plane to Kelowna.
I really don't know how to feel about it, except it will be weird not having her beside me.
I think it'll be goo though, if nothing else the apst month or so with her has given me a huge amount of confidence in myself (and very little money left in the back)
This weekend i'm heading back to Bracebridge to surprise Jon at a surprise party for him (ha). He's leaving for New Zealand, Thailand, Etc... on monday and i love that guy. So me and Owen planned a surprise party... and we're getting a bunch of people back from school for it. Hopefully he's surprised.
It's getting well into november and i feel pretty weird.
Weird in general... mostly because i don't feel like shit and i always feel like shit at this juncture in the year.
I'm broker than i've been in a long time, and i'm probably doing really poorly in school... but, i just fel good about myself, and where i'm going.
Fuck, i don't know... there's always moments and bad days, but I'm feeling optimistic.
God damn,
God damn.
whatevs.
I got really inspired last night. I think it was hearing the word "Gestetner"
I don't really know, but i came home and wrote 2 songs on the guitar and started writing words for the first time in forever. I guess i kind of felt there was a tiny bit of direction.
I have an open offer to be published ina couple small magazines... but i haven't written anything of substance in a while, so i figure once i get back into that i'll push in that direction.
School is ridiculous... I think i'm going to drop a class... which i have never done, but , i really can't take it.
And i never go.
My band jams at the same time.
Speaking of which i finally have a bass amp, and i got it for free. Having friends is amazing.
Not just friends who give you things, but friends who are amazing friends in general and then give you things. Those are amazing.
We're playing a free show november 27th (It's a monday)
In one week lara will be on a plane to Kelowna.
I really don't know how to feel about it, except it will be weird not having her beside me.
I think it'll be goo though, if nothing else the apst month or so with her has given me a huge amount of confidence in myself (and very little money left in the back)
This weekend i'm heading back to Bracebridge to surprise Jon at a surprise party for him (ha). He's leaving for New Zealand, Thailand, Etc... on monday and i love that guy. So me and Owen planned a surprise party... and we're getting a bunch of people back from school for it. Hopefully he's surprised.
It's getting well into november and i feel pretty weird.
Weird in general... mostly because i don't feel like shit and i always feel like shit at this juncture in the year.
I'm broker than i've been in a long time, and i'm probably doing really poorly in school... but, i just fel good about myself, and where i'm going.
Fuck, i don't know... there's always moments and bad days, but I'm feeling optimistic.
God damn,
God damn.