Oct 09, 2005 23:07
relapse relpase relapse.
relax.
breakdown.
relax.
relapse.
you.
fuck.
I hate feeling like this constantly.
I love my grandma. She is actually one of the best people ever.
tonight she totally talked to me when i was all anti-social and pretending to sleep instead of socializing with family for thanksgiving.
It's only when you think you might be okay that things get extra fucked up and you fall back into this... "this"
I haven't shaved in three days and actually have facial hair for once in my life... it's gross and i can't wait to get back to Ottawa to shave it the fuck off.
Fuck.
Can someone please give me a hand?